Dreams of Love
I sit in my bed,
writing yet again.
All I can do, is think of her.
It reminds me of my faith,
this love that burns inside.
It’s given by God,
and only God alone.
I’ve learned so much,
been taught so much,
by being blessed with the most wonderful girl.
To be in this relationship,
is the world.
I’m learning now,
understanding the pain one endures,
that He deals with everyday.
Being apart from the one He loves,
us.
Now I can feel the suffering,
the torture.
Understand,
and be led closer to Him.
I’ve been that to Him,
been the one to seperate from Him.
and to know that I’ll be in and out,
back and forth in this.
How can He continue to love me?
Because He loves,
the love He’s given me,
the love He’s given Laura.
In this blessing,
and it’s a blessing beyond anything I deserve,
He’s taught me so much.
So much about Him,
so much about me,
and so much about her.
Yet, there’s so much before a peak is possible,
I’ve reached new heights,
since I first laid eyes on her.
She touched my heart,
without even talking to her.
Today, I sit 2,600 miles from her,
in month 2, and less than 2 months left,
and I know the pain,
I know the torture.
Of missing her heart,
missing her voice,
her touch,
her feel,
and everything God’s given her,
to me.
I know that when I return,
I will never leave her again.
And knowing this,
I say the same for God.
I want us to be with Him,
to thank Him for her, for us.
The most beautiful girl,
caught my eye waiting in line,
for a snack.
It was low lighting,
but I’m sure there was enough on her for my eyes to see,
and my heart to melt.
It was the shy heart of hers,
that wrapped my mind around hers,
to desire to only get to know her,
and I strived to.
In a battle against others,
a competition it seemed.
But there wasn’t any,
for it was just between us.
However, I fought,
I put on my armor,
pulled out my sword,
and I rode my horse as fast as I could to her heart.
I wanted everything about her,
everything there was to know,
everything one could give her,
I wanted to be her world.
Days passed,
subtle stalking continued,
and the final day came,
the lump in my heart to DJ a dance I wanted with only her.
However, this did come true,
leaving my post, I handed it over to others,
I chose specific songs from the heart,
songs that I planned I would hold her,
songs I would connect with her,
that I’d be alone with her,
on that dance floor.
It was just her and me.
And, finally, she was in my arms,
her head on my shoulder,
and her heart on my chest.
It was that night,
I knew I wanted her everything.
And after almost 2 long years,
I am here 2,600 miles from her,
but burning ever more than when I first met her,
yet the amount when I had first met her,
it’ll never die out,
nor will it ever be weaker than any other,
there is no other blessing that one could ask for.
And I pray to God,
thanking Him every second,
that I realized the most important thing in life to me:
Laura!
I love you baby!
Thank you God!
